Reclaiming My Power: A Journey Through Desire, Discipline, and Transformation

There’s a quiet yet profound truth I’ve come to understand: when I’ve asked the universe for what my heart desires, it has always answered. But the answer was rarely what I expected. It didn’t hand me my dreams wrapped in a ribbon; instead, it invited me on a journey—a journey of becoming.

This path wasn’t always gentle. In fact, it often felt like the universe was testing me, pulling me through fire, stripping away the layers of comfort I’d clung to. Somewhere along the way, I’d lose sight of what I was striving for and slip into the belief that the universe wanted me to suffer, that I was being punished for wanting more. I’ve come to realize that it wasn’t the universe blocking me; it was me.

I was sabotaging the outcome I desired by letting negative thoughts take root. I doubted my worthiness, questioned my capacity, and convinced myself that my power was something to be feared. I suppressed my strength because I worried it would make others uncomfortable, that it would shine too brightly, disrupt too much, or alienate me from those I love. But the truth I had been avoiding was that my power—my ability to create, to transform, to elevate—is not something outside of me. It is me.

The Gift of Power

Power isn’t about dominance or control; it’s about creation. It’s the divine force within us that allows us to imagine, to innovate, and to transform. And yet, I had been suppressing this gift. I had been denying my ability to transform myself and, in doing so, denying my ability to transform the lives of others. These two forces—self-transformation and the ability to elevate others—are intrinsically linked. To awaken one is to awaken the other.

The question I had to face was this: How do I reconnect with my power? How do I realign with the energy that has always been my birthright?

Practicing Power

Reconnecting to my power wasn’t about waiting for the universe to give me permission. It was about stepping into it—every day, in every aspect of my life. Power isn’t something we stumble upon; it’s something we practice.

For me, this practice began with a decision: I chose to stop suppressing my instincts and start listening to them instead. Each morning, I began by tuning in. I asked myself, “What does my soul need today? What steps can I take to move closer to my highest potential?” This wasn’t about creating elaborate rituals or chasing perfection; it was about simple, aligned action.

I committed to five soul-aligned goals—specific, purposeful intentions that resonated deeply with who I am and what I’m here to create. These weren’t just goals for my business or career; they encompassed my relationships, my health, my spiritual growth, and my ability to serve. And every day, I took action toward those goals, no matter how small the step.

Each action was a declaration of my power, a reminder to myself and the universe that I am a co-creator in my life. With every step, I felt my connection to my inner strength deepen.

The Discipline of a Wise Soul

Power isn’t just instinct; it’s also discipline. It’s the ability to show up for yourself, even when it’s uncomfortable, even when it feels like the world is working against you. I began to see discipline not as a rigid structure but as an act of devotion—a way of honoring my potential and showing up as the wise, capable soul I’ve always been.

Through this process, I’ve learned that discipline is not about forcing yourself into action; it’s about aligning with the actions that feel purposeful and true. It’s about trusting your instincts, even when they challenge the narratives you’ve clung to.

Transforming the Fear of Power

For so long, I feared my own power because I misunderstood it. I saw it as something that would alienate me, make me too much, or draw unwanted attention. But power, when rooted in alignment, is not about overpowering others—it’s about uplifting them.

When we embrace our power, we become catalysts for transformation—not just in our own lives but in the lives of those we touch. My power is not something to fear; it is a gift I’ve been entrusted with. And the more I honor it, the more I see its potential to create change, to elevate, and to heal.

The Invitation

If you’ve felt disconnected from your power, I invite you to pause and reflect. What are the stories you’ve been telling yourself about your potential? Where have you been suppressing your gifts out of fear or doubt?

Begin practicing your power in small ways. Set soul-aligned goals. Tune in each morning and ask yourself what your heart needs. Take one aligned step each day, no matter how small, and let those steps build momentum.

Your power is not something to fear—it’s something to embrace, to nurture, and to share. You are not separate from the universe; you are the universe. And the more you align with this truth, the more you’ll discover the infinite possibilities within you.

Your journey of becoming starts now. Will you take the first step?